| My Garden |
[Feb. 27th, 2005|05:20 pm] |
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My Garden
Thank you for laying siege to my garden
And locking its gates with your stare.
You guarded my roses with you intricate lies
And I gave walking through all you flowers of lines that you picked just for me.
Splintering your touch that held my fragrant bouquet
Now I’m tenderly mending my vase with the tears I’ve been growing for you.
Loosely binding feelings I still carry with me
And letting them tear up the buds of my hope.
A downpour of guilt, breaking stems which bleed out my sanity,
And drowning my newly planted seeds for love.
Can’t I smother your weeds, sucking the life out of my rose?
Now you’re sunlight is gone and my flowers have wilted to dust at your feet
And you smile and turn your life to another girl’s dreams. |
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[Feb. 27th, 2005|02:40 pm] |
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hey everyone could you all post this in your lj's...no one even in my family has cancer...but three families close to me have at least one person who has cancer or who has recently and even not so recently died of cancer...it would mean a lot to me and even more to them. thank you.
LIVESTRONG |
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[Jan. 10th, 2005|03:47 pm] |
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| | Grenade Jumper - Fall Out Boy | ] |
yes...so now i have a boyfriend who really cares about me and who i really care about...amazing huh? didn't think that was happening any time soon. but it has! and its amazing.
but of course there are parents and basically my mom and ::sigh:: oh well we will figure something out :)
ok time to do h.w. mock trial tonight <-- :( i really need a nice long break from it...lol |
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[Jan. 8th, 2005|08:20 pm] |
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| | Away - Yellowcard | ] |
ok yah...stealing this idea too...but since i haven't posted a lot at all....i just did every month that i've posted in...lol
Jan: was tryin to get a deadjournal...but i don't want to pay any money...
Feb: my boyfriend finally got AIM...yup yup
April:
Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 46%
Aggressiveness ||||||||| 22%
Liveliness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||| 30%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Introversion |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Independence |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Tension ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
May: triscuit 6 2 4 [9:01 PM]: ughhh everyone has their away message on :-(
June: i hate finals...i really do...but then again...who doesn't?
July: i just came back from my week or so at SERVE.
Aug: well i just "got back" from the SERVE that my youth group hosted in wycoff...it was amazing
Dec: its been a long time lol...wow...so i've been to camp and had my birthday and started school...and started and finished guard for this year
Jan: is it bad if everything that i was doing today took the back seat to how i was thinking about one person. |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|05:52 pm] |
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| | Saturday- Fall Out Boy | ] |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
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| | Rock Star Land- Yellowcard | ] |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|05:27 pm] |
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| | Empty Apartment- Yellowcard | ] |
| PARENTAL | | ADVISORY | HMMM_24 CONTAINS
EXPLICIT LYRICS |
From Go-Quiz.com
what is that! i don't even curse so idk what they are talking about lol |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|05:14 pm] |
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| | Tell Mick That He Just Made My List of Things To Do Toady | ] |
omg...i really can't wait till the end of the month! andrew is coming up!
i love everyone at camp! omg...i mean 2 parties over christmas break and then there is one coming up which tim has gotten me to go to and maybe we'll actually talk this time lol...so yes...i love this...seeing everyone...omg i can't wait!
going to the movies w/ some people tonight...im actually doing something for once lol
just inhailed my iced tea and am dying
loving everything right now though...well except that midterms are coming up...
::sigh:: ok...i am going to go read = i'm going to either talk on the phone or online...or i am going to do something...anything other than read uncle toms cabin...i'm just not into the book...oh well...
wow this was a really random entry :) |
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